What brings you here?
You came in the name of friendship over a pleasant lunch table. Your stories are interesting, but your presence captivates me. If anything needs a reason, I found no reason to meet you in the days that followed.
Today, we both lie with desire and emptiness. We both want each other but I find bitterness in every peck you throw. My mind asks, what have you been through all this time?
Are you going to let me strip you naked even though we have taken off all our clothes? I want not only the beauty of your body but the large, gaping scars. It's scary, creepy, a reminder of how horrible the past was. I want to feel it with my feelings that have been dulled by logic.
O sweet thin lips, dance and tell me whatever you want to tell. But if you are tired of dancing, let me see your calm eyes. I know that sometimes there is something that cannot be expressed with language. There are deep things that we never know and make it a mystery. Let me dive deep, to the bottom of your heart, the dark, the cold, the miserable. I want to drown.
You know, it's so easy to be together in good times. I don't want that ease. So once again, let me hear your tales of woe and make me a submissive. You might laugh, how would a selfish and naive person like me make your stories meaningful?
Laugh, laugh, mock me until you are satisfied. Strip me naked with my lackness. I want you to do it until you cry on my shoulder and tell me that you have been hurt and it hurts a lot. At that moment, I also want to say, that I am also hurt and can you hold me tighter.
Hug me so tightly that we forget that there is goodbye in every encounter.
Our hands are linked together as if we don't want each other to count every second that passes. The feeling is crazy, so pleasant when together, so deadly when apart. Loneliness wrapped around the heart, making it ache senselessly. I feel the same way. You know we are both lonely people. We are a pain in the arse!
Until that day comes.
I want to ask you if you will be ready to get hurt again for the happiness we feel right now?
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