Monday, 20 May 2024

About Closed Relationships

 After falling in love, it turns out that love wants to own the body and soul and does not want to share it with anyone. There is an ego that is born and grows, recognised together and legitimised by the sacred feeling called love. If I love you, then you are mine. 

However, I ask you that there is a carnal lust in our souls that wants to taste the beautiful bodies of others. And of course you can't deny that.

Then you say that if intercourse without love is an accident and if there is still love inside deep of our heart, then you will hide the accident deeply in a secret box. Lock it and lose the key forever. And strangely, if you find out from others that I've had an affair, you want to keep that jealousy and knowledge bottled up while waiting to see if I enjoy the affair for the sake of the affair. 

If there is love then you and I will return. That's what a natural human being does. 

All this time I'm used to enjoying the pleasures of the flesh and separating love far away from this filth. For me, honesty called open relationship is a desire not to be hypocritical and maybe this idea is too radical. 

Inside the window while sad song plays, I gazed at the night streets. I've been feeling lonely as a human for a long time. I think I need to learn how to be a normal human being. 


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